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Friday, January 26, 2007
wat a loser u r, BRANDAN, U SUX

okay... i had a really long hiatus from blogging... 2 mths to be exact... i doubt any1 reads my blog l;e lor but anyway, i decided to update it... so i got nyself into VJC... though not a really good one but for a STUPID person like me, i shld be more then contented le ba... VJC is indeed a FUN jc like wat i imagined during my sec yrs, but theres another side to it, though the ppl there are fun, but when it all comes down to study, evry1 studies hard... SO UNLIKE ME, i m juz a NOBODY in every1 eyes... as for the class i m in, im in 07S36 taking the combination of Bio,CHEm,MathS, EconS...tough rite, esp for econs and bio which i m super weak in... for bio, we got a test next week (wtf...first 3 mths only leh, nid to be so hiong on us meh) though i sux at biology, i guess i wld like to scrap through the test. ya, being in VJC also allowed me to reignite the friendships during my pri sch yrs, i think every1 changed alot since we parted ways 4 yrs ago... as for gals, i m interested in SOMEBODY whom i shld not name, and btw she is not from dunman high school if this piece of news gets into the ears of my classmates like yong cheng and benjamin tay...PE in VJC is really tough and we are currently training up for the upcoming cross-country event... i guess my fitness level now shld be quite good le ba since i run almost everyday... maybe i shld represent my CCA for the cross country event... any ya, my current cca or CCAs are Floorball, Firefly club and hopefully a H3 science research and not so hopefully being part of the CT council...

BrandanBRA posted at 8:50 PM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Back again....

Okay, i noe i have been away for a long long time and i guess i would try my best to be an active blogger again...So wat have i been exactly busy wif this holidays.... Hmmm..i've been working at Adidas outlet in Vivocity as a X'mas gift wrapper, the pay is pretty alrite la... i guess i gonna write a book during this holiday and hope to find some publishers to publish it....anyway, for those that had tried to contact via my handphone but failed since last tueesday, it is becoz i lost my handphone and will only get back next week, the most horrible thing is that i lost my wallet too...Nvm bout that, since this is a holiday , i guess i gonna be optimistic for once in my life since the big O had juz been over and i do not wanna fall into deppresssion...Actually, i Find this holiday super slack coz its unlike any other holidays, coz u dun have to worry bout holiday homework for the second holiday of ur life (ths first one was aft PSLE)...so yea, plus i m sick and tired of all the games i could find so if u got any new activities to do except computer games, feel free to tag or call me at 67858519 for the time being...if possible, plz tag ur current handphone number onto my tag borad , thanks...

BrandanBRA posted at 8:47 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

okay..... SO several papers passed... guess i screwed it up big time , how i hate O's, now i have 5 F9s under my tally and still counting, really hope a miracle would happen and i would be able to do well

BrandanBRA posted at 5:28 PM

Sunday, October 29, 2006

PLS HELP ME LORD.... i noe i gonna fail HCL tmr coz it is tough but i really wanna do well for it...

BrandanBRA posted at 10:07 PM

Okay... its beeen so long since i blogged...Tmr is O lvl HCL paper and i think i gonna DIE!!!!! i screwed up the BIO paper already and this is the begining of my nightmares.... IS O that tough ???? i noe its gonna be difficult..... I keep telling myself i gonna fail O .... HOW ??? No matter how much i mug i find that its not enough...PLS HELP ME GOD.....

BrandanBRA posted at 10:07 PM

Thursday, September 28, 2006

PHEW....Took back my FUNCTIONAL writing todae, to my fellow classmates who is reading pls keep ur trap shut abt my 22/30 coz i dun wanna let the WAYANGS noe abt it....YUP i on my track to passing english and wat worries me most is my essay coz it will affect my final GRADES... and tmr is the returning of my HCL paper and i hope i can do welll lor....

BrandanBRA posted at 9:13 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

OKAY then , i m HAPPY todae or shld i say exhilarated coz i got an A1 for geography thanks to the addition of 6 marks for every1 across the level and that is like a free 2 grades improvement lor... when i actually received my essay results, i was utterly disappionted coz i only managed an A2... But when i heard the BUT from mrs goh;s mouth, i knew something good is gonna happen...and it did....Now, i truly believe that my GOD is a GOD of abundance and gives me more marks than i ever need for all my subjects and i really OWE my results to my teachers, GOD and myself...I really wanna do well for O's too....YA and todae i met SALLy to TRADE papers for humanities and when i saw the CEDAR paper, i was SHOCKED at its complicity and difficulty coz the SBQ was like WOW (no wonder they were the top combined humanities school last yr)...LOOKS like my A1 for combines humanities is nothing as compared to the CEDAR paper and i gonna work triply hard to match those ppl that are much better than me out there and SHINE in the MARKETPLACE...........

BrandanBRA posted at 9:30 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006
PRELIMS

FINALLY< i got almost all my results and everthing now hinges on my L1 in which my R5 is either a 5 or 6 depending on which language i gonna use for my L1....OKAY, i gotta admit that 4-10 is a wonderful class filled wif smart and intelligent ppl except for a few exceptions of dumb ppl like BRANDAN CHEN XIANWEN/ ME.......almost every1 is aiming for at least a B in english, unlike me, on the verge of failing thanks to my ROJAK style essay filled wif discussive content and narrative which is surely gonna pull my averge and my L1 down like mad.....I really hope my HCL will do better despite the hiccups in paper 2 .....I guess i will start blogging seriously when all my results come back coz wateva i m blogging now is juz simply my freaking lousy results which makes me feel lousy when i compare them wif the triple sciences.....

BrandanBRA posted at 9:05 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006
PRELIMS

OKAY...another day of receiving my results, BIO 83, combined humans 63/75 coz essay haven't get back yet, A2 for add maths, .....i GUess i can say goodbye to VJC le, but i shan't give up.... anyway, i m too lazy to blog further.... anyway, HAPPY BDAE BRANDAN....U have disappionted urself as usual on ur BDAES by screwing up all ur subjs

BrandanBRA posted at 9:37 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006
PRELIM

Hmm..Tom results release day 2 and i m freaking nervous as usual... i think the school purposely put all the killer subj tmr, i doubt my results would be good.....thats all for todae...

BrandanBRA posted at 6:43 PM

PRELIM

Hmm..Tom results release day 2 and i m freaking nervous as usual... i think the school purposely put all the killer subj tmr, i doubt my results would be good.....thats all for todae...

BrandanBRA posted at 6:43 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Hmm..........TMR i gonna get my results back....I m so nervous...........i dunno wat to blog...so that all

BrandanBRA posted at 9:15 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006
PRELIMS

FINALLY............Prelims are over and i gonna go back to my slacky self.....actually not for long, i gonna start preparing for my O lvl le...thinking of Os juz make me feel stressed up coz that gonna affect my future and which JC i gonna get to.......But i think i GONNA trust m,yself this time that i screwed up my prelims horribly.....let me analyse subj by subj....ENGLISH-I think i gonna score a hat-trick for FAILING ENGLISH FOR 3 CONSECUTIVE PRELIMS.........Higher Chinese-Paper 1 was alrite, but to think they actually attempted to massacre the HCL students on the last paper which the comprehension was so tough (most prob B4) Biology- SCREWED up my Practical liao which is like 20% of the total paper, plus i did not reali MUG the FYS which half the Qns came out from (most prob B3) Chemistry- only a miracle could revive my falling chemistry grades lor coz i got A2 in term 1, B3 in term 2, B4 in prelim 1, C6 in prelim2 so if i follow the number pattern (D7 is my grade lor) Combined Humanities- okay, i surrender for the first time in my life, i so not gonna get an A1 coz i did not complete my SS paper and i wrote crap for like all the SBQ Qns (B3 most prob) GEOGRAPHY- Mrs Goh actually said i screwed up my POPULATION Qn in which i believe i did , crippled wif the super tough MCQ (B4 most prob) E-Maths- the 4eva fluctuating Subj of my life A2 for term 1, B4 for term 2, A2 for prelim1 and C5 for prelim3, so i guess i gonna hit an A2 this term....ADD maths- the most HATED subj of my life...as for the grades NO COMMENTS (most prob A2)...so my L1R5 will be OPPs 18 pts, look like my fate is wif SRJC or TPJC hope those JCs welcome me .........

BrandanBRA posted at 9:05 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

OMG.....i had a very bad day guiding some pri school kids todae, firstly they are irritating and cannot keep their trap shut during the guide,,secondly, they fight during the guide, WAT A BUNCH OF SPOILT BRATS coming from a social home...AND it was the longest walk of my whole guiding career coz i nvr walked so far in a single guiding trip at all, i think i covered like 9km todae.....BUT that is not the end, still gotta pick a team that really behaved well during he guide but i simply could not find any team that deserved the prize so i picked my most hated colour which is YELLOW... and i have to confes, it is the very first time i had to guide at the HSBC treetop walk and i simply got no experience at all lor....then i managed to get alomost all the plants rite thanks to the internet, but nevertheless, i think i did a great job in guiding them todae coz all my knowledge of plants suddenly flooded back to my mind durinthe guide and i actually impressed those teachers.....

BrandanBRA posted at 10:02 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

OMG....STEVE irwin died todae ...and noe wat he was killed by a freaking sting ray.....i would nvr expect it to happen as stingray is one of my FAV food, now that it killed a man, i swear i would not list it as my FAV foos and abstain it for 1 yr....and regarding the COMEX )^ fair at EXPO, i spent quite a lot..... THE MARITAL PYRAMID Law #1 HEALTHY idividuals make happy marriages Law #2 Marriage is an EMOTIONAL MAGNIFIER a) LOVE is a big manifying glass. We all carry emotional baggages into a relationship. Love magnifies or bring out old emotional wounds and baggages that you may or may not notice until u get into a relationship. Whateva emotional hurts, fears or insecurities you have hidden in ur heart will come to the surface in the marriage. That is why the best gift u can bring into a marriage is a healthy emotion.Marriage is not simply about finding the right partner - its abt being the right partner YOURSELF!!! b)Love creates the emotional safety for old hurts and wounds to surface- for the purpose of being HEALED..... c) The closer u get to ur spouse, the more ur ols repressed feelings will surface. Law #3 COMMUNICATION is the key to a happy marriage relationship.... MARITA PYRAMID BASE (layer 1) : Individual EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL HEALTH.. 4 significant personality difficulties A) ASOCIAL -- Withdrawn; emotionaly shutdown B) AVOIDANT -- SHy and dislike contact with unfamiliar ppl C) ANTI-SOCIAL -- Hostile to the community as a whole D) DEPENDENT -- An excessive dependence on a spouse Layer #2 COMMUNICATION skills. Layer #3 CONFLICT management Layer #4 ( the tip of the pyramid or the ULTIMATE GOAL of marriage) INTIMACY ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ UNDERSTANDING UR EMOTIOANLA PROGRAMMING EAch od us has an emotional programming from our past that prevents us from loving , and being loved the way we want. YOUR EMOTIONAL PROGRAMMING IS THE SUM OF ALL TH DECISONS YOU HAVE MADE AS A CHILD ABOUT YOURSELF< ABT OTHERS < AND ABT LOVE.... FRom birth to 5 yrs old you receive 50% of ur emotional programming From 5 to 8 yr ols you receive another 30% from 8 to 18 yrs old you receive another 15% that leaves just 5% for u to learn, reevaluate and make new choices to change the other 95%!!! YOUR uncomscious emotional programming is responsible for............... 1. The VALUE SYSTEM concerning love and relationship. 2. The AWKWARDNESS you may have in relating to ppl. 3. The way u EXPRESS LOVE to ppl, esp to ur spouse 4. The way you "PROTECT" yourself wheneva you sense u r getting hurt and disappointed. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ DYSFUNCTIONAL PARENT- CHILD RELATIONSHIP 1. LEARNED BEHAVIORS a) ANGER This is a HABITUA:, ABIDING anger-- not normal healthy expressions of grievance or displeasure. Eph 4:26-27 "be angry, do not sin": do not let the sun go down on ur wrath, nor give place to the DEVIL. b) VICTIM CONSCIOUSNESS. "Victims" ENJOY SUFFERINGS : holding on to thier pain gives them the illusion that they have power over those who have hurt them. c) CONTROLLING MANIPULATION> i) A controlling parent is highly possessive and jealous ii) A controlling parent gets hurt or upset when he or she does not get his or her own way, or feels out of control. iii)A controlling parent is usually very domineering and critical of others. 2. SEXUAL IMMORALITY a) SEXUAL addiction and obsession. b) Lack of sexual INTERGRITY 3.HAS NOT GROWN UP ( ADULT ADOLESCENCE) a) Financially irresponsible b) UNDEPENDABLE c) UNMOTIVATED 4. EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE. a) ur parents cannot SHOW affection or any emotion --he is cold, distant ,aloof and stoic.. b)ur parent cannot or will not TALL abt feelings, or that he or she loves U. c) Ur parents cannot OPEN UP or trust ppl. 5.NEGATIVE VALUE SYSTEM a) wrong moral values eg: telling ur daugther that all MEN are bad ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2) BITTERROOT JUDGEMENT A bitterrot judgement is a SEED of DEEP RESENTMENT that has grown into a full-blown character flaw in ur life making u do the very thing u have detested at the begining ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 3) EMOTIONAL WOUNDS a) SEXUAL TRUAMA ( sexual abuse) Sexual abuse or truama can be commited by a family member, relative, friend, teacher,caretaker,neighbour,religious leader or stranger.And it constitutes to any 1 of the following 10 lewd acts: indecent exposure, pornography, fondling, molestation, incest, sodomy, oral sex, sexual intercourse, rape and prostitution.......... i) Difficulty to be INTIMATE wif spouse. ii) DEPRESSION iii) WEIGHT probelms iv) Deviant sexual behaviors b) PHYSICAL or VERBAL abuse. i) LOW self esteem (Ps 64:3 and Ps 140:1, 3) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 4. Serious ANGER problems a) Parental absence : separation, divorce, deatyh, adoption, suicide, prolonged overseas assignments b) Parents who r EMOTIONALLY SHUTDOWN. i) Unexpressive and non-nurturing yourself ii) "CLINGY" possessive and over demanding of ur mate's attention. iii) Fearful of COMMITMENT iv) INSECURE, possessive, and full of mistrust c) CONTROL MANIPULATION i) NO PERSONALITY ii) REBELLIOUS ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ INNER VOWS An inner vow is a PRE-DETERMINATION set by the mind and heart in ur childhood that will subconsciously direct ur whole adult life. ( 1 COR. 13:11) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ How to deal wif all this problems???????????????? 1) CONFESS that U have a problem (1 JOHN 1:9) 2) FORGIVE those who have hurt U, esp ur parents.( Matt. 6:15 ) 3) ASK GOD to forgive U for habouring resentment, bitterness and judgement towards ppl, yourself, and perhaps even GOD himself. ( Mark 11:25-26) 4) RELEASE all ur hurt to Jesus. ( 1 Pet. 5:7 ) 5) Receive HEALING from, HIM. ( Luke 4:18 ) 6) RECONCILE, whenever possible. ( Matt. 5:23-24 ; James 5:16) 7) make RESTITUTION, whenever possible ( LUKE 19:8 ; Eph. 4:28)

BrandanBRA posted at 10:00 PM

Thursday, August 31, 2006

YEAH....JOAKIM IS FINALLY OUSTED......hurray, i got a chance to get A1 for E MAYHS finally................i gotta work triply hard and repay my teacher's hardwork.....anyway, i played like damn long of BASKET BALL todae and i now i m running a fever...I m really sorry for the cancellin of the class gathering/.....

BrandanBRA posted at 9:15 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Dun really feel like blgging todae coz i juz screwed my practical...ANYWAY i juz hope to mug hard during the HOLS to make up for the marks i already lost.........

BrandanBRA posted at 9:48 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

DIE le..........I finally faltered at prelims 3 ...there goes my A1 for combined humanities as i did not manage to finish my SBQ, resulting in a loss of at least 10 marks le......now i dun think VJC would want to accept such an inconsistent student for the HUMANITIES scholarship.......i m so dead.......i now not only screwed my prelims up, i screwed my chance into getting the scholarship and most importantly my future which was decided the moment i handed in my script wif the uncompleted SS paper....HOPE the GOD would bless me and allow me to pass..............

BrandanBRA posted at 3:23 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

OMG....My freaky class got sumthing called the muggers pledge and i think it is DUMB... coz the ones who do the pledge are juz a bunch of losers coz u dun see ppl like WAI CHUAN and RUI JIE reciting it....those ppl that recite points the middle finger and smile into the visualizer in which photos are taken, i juz dun understand why they wanna do it coz if some1 juz send the photos to the teachers, they will be in hot soup.....furthermore u dun see ppl like HAN SEN doing it but he kept asking ppl to do it....WHY ???the logic is simple....those ppl that are doing it are juz the butt of hansen JOKES, why can't they understand....though they may treat it as a joke, but it is another different thing if they take pictures of themselves pointing the middle finger and treat it as amusing.....all the dumb pp, are juz fallin into HANSEN trap.....look at HAN SEN, dun tell me he doesn't MUG, i admit i MUG too, but at least i did not encourage anyone not to mug...so unlike sum ppl in my class, kept saying U SO SMaRT LE< STILL GO MUG...In actual fact these ppl are mugging behind ur back.....And as the prelims and O LVLS approach, WHY can't thoise ppl start to get serious instead of foling ard and creating lame jokes which other classes may think its FUN, but to teachers , its a whole new perspective....Imagine the teacher caught thm reciting the pledge with their middle finger raised, why consequeces would there be???????Anyway, that all coz i got to study for my SS and all the best to myself for tom ENGLISH TEST..........

BrandanBRA posted at 10:04 AM

Friday, August 25, 2006

Todae gotta go school as usual though i dun have PHYSICS PRAC lor.....went to school to waste my time coz the WAYANGS as usual were crapping the whole maths lesson through....Nah, shan't talk bout them, talking abt those backstabbers juz spoil my dae.....Yp , i went to PHOEBE's house...hehe the last time i went was when i was in pri 6....Her house did not change much lor...went in Ordered a fruit juice , sat down and was served by ever smiling PHOEBE... we chatted for a while b4 her class mate came along...i went down wif her and JOANNE called lor.....she pressed me to go for Cell grp which i eventually gave in and decided to go lor.... then i continued chattin wif PHOEBE lor....it was like so long since i met her and chat wif her....always chat on the phone de, as wat E U taught me words and tone are juz 45% of a conversation....so chatting over the phone ain't that good.......Now preparing to go cell grp lor.....and dat's all for todae........

BrandanBRA posted at 5:34 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006
F**KER still in S'pore IDOL

HELLOOO...WATS wrong wif SINGAPOREANS???? can't they differniate between TALENT and looks.... R they treating SINGAPORE IDOL as a talent compeitition or as a RUNWAY show....though NURUL should be eliminated but i feel that she deserves a chance....SEEING that F**ker still in the show juz makes my blood boils....All signs points that he shld be out ... though nxt week would be simply a walkover as JOAKIM would definitely be out....and this is the first time i actually agreed wif wat KEN LIM said, SINGAPOREANS do need more time.....SEEIN that loser sing is actually a torture, i thot all singers shld noe that they should close their notes of each sentence properly but joakim doesn't....he keeps the endings floating in the air and was literally OFF all the time .....Seein JOAKIM still staying in the compeititionmeans one thing to me , i shld go join channel U superstar and show my talent , teach JOAKIM wat is called singing and not just his looks to earn votes...............

BrandanBRA posted at 9:14 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006
BRANDAN 2(bio and HCL TOP) WAI CHUAN 1(maths top) WAYANGS 0

Phew... had a frigging long dae todae slacking and did not even try to revise my SS which i planned to.. spent like 1 hr talking to HUI XIN over the phone and waste one whole nite....maybe would start mugging later.....As for todae's oral , it was prety alrite for me and i guess i would pass it maybe not wif an A but maybe 20++/40.....yeah, and my higher chinese test results came back le and i pawned the shit out of the WAYANG group of ppl... i dun wish to voast but how can WAYANGS possibly beat the hard work and effort ppl like me and ruijie. roy,wai chuan put into our studies.....i rerally wanna see the true colours of the WAYANGS when the O results come out , though i m not quite confident of doing well, i m sure i can get into a decent JC......yup and todae i sort of spam ANDRE PANG and flood his handphone wif 100 msg of EUNICE's number....maybe i shld stop being contented wif my current class test results but instead question myself why i did not get full marks coz only so that i can improve....i wanna pawn the shit out the the freakin WAYANGS in my class but i noe i really need to mug very hard coz i m not gd at academics at all.........Pls GOD, pass all ur wisdom to me and allow me to do well for my O so tht i can have a bright future unlike BOB.....talking abt FUTURE, i heard rumor bout the WAYANGS planning for my future , saying that i would nvr be successful in life ...but i always believe in my self that my future is in my own hands and not for ppl like them to decide....i dun think they shld be considered my frens at all coz they simply are juz a bunch of bootlickers which only themselves trust each other......

BrandanBRA posted at 9:31 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006
EMPOWER U

hey this is a course every1 shld join.....this whole thing rox man...esp the dancing part and the board breaking ceremony...i felt renewed after this activities and change to a more positive person....Anyway i was the leader of the COWS group and though we did not win , i felt pretty good tooo....unlike usually , i would hate my leadership skills if my team did not win....But winning isn't everything , the process counts, guess i made a new fren from NCHS called AMANDA CHNG, she looked pretty cute and ANDREW (the guy wif low grade from the worst combined science class) was interesteed in her .... thanks to my gab , this gal became disillusioned wif him coz i made ANDREW sound so STUPID in which he actually is (sorry bout the stupid comment on ANDREW though i must be positive)....and in the visualization section, i dreamed abt becomin a DOCTOR and having a cute wife.........I felt really great aft the course but one thing i loathe was an idiot that took away MY FLIPCHART or i shld say steal and this made me super unhappy... but i shan't be let down by this stupid guy and let him spoil my day....i gonna go back for a second EMPOWER U and i gonna work for that money.....i wanna be part of the assist team someday.......

BrandanBRA posted at 9:17 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006
EMPOWER U`

Hey...........i feeling like freaking tired now coz i haven't been able to sleep for the whole nite.....simply i was too excited bout wats gonna happen tom....actually i was trying to complete my home work and i emphasize on the word trying coz i only manage to do some biology and wrote 8 social studies and history essay each coz i loathe doing maths......JUst went for a ,orning run at like 5am just now and came back at 6 to bathe before setting out for YING DAN's house to hitch a ride to INDOOR STADIUM......i noticed that my fitness dropped like mad coz that was the first time i tried runing aft my prelim 1 , i took like 12:44 mins to complete my 2.8km run coz tampines SUNPLAZA parki is 700m per round so no way i can do a 2.4km run.....after which iwent to the basketball court to play some basketball which i saw another guy there...having been sapped of my energy via running, he still asked to to play 1-om-1 .....i thot i might lose b4 the match coz he is like 1.75 m tall and without my full strength ,how m i going to beat him??? But i remembered wat EMPOWER U taught me last nite ,THE ONLY FAILURE IS THE FAILURE TO PARTICIPATE....so i started playing the game ....he decided that the match point was 15 pts....i agreed since i got so much time to spare, he was like leading 6-0 coz he was so fast, afterwhich i began to regain my energy but i still decided to go on energy-saving mode by bombarding the hoop with 3-pointers....i got a continuous streak of 4 and the score was now 6-8, i was in the lead....that guy continued with his lay-ups and i did mine tooso the score ended up 13-11....i was behind by 2 points,suddenly i felt an urge to win and decided to play seriously, using up all my tricks in fooling him in wrong directions the score ended up wif 14-14....wow now any1 shoot infirst wins.....he dribbles and i went the wrong way but i chased him and managed to sort of block him despite his height , i then took the ball , moved to the 3 point line and took a gamble, it paid off as i won the match 16-14, proving that tall ppl aren't the only ones that can play basketballl coz my cloass loves forming the team with short vs. tall and the short whick avgs 1.68 always beat those tall guys with an avg of 1.78m

BrandanBRA posted at 6:46 AM

Thursday, August 17, 2006
singapore idol results are rigged

wat the F**K is happening to singapore ??? why is that F**ker still in this SINGING compeition, for his weak vocals , he shld have been ousted .....still wondering who this F**ker is ,,,, his great name is none other than JOAKIM.....why was mathilda ousted ????even if she were to be eliminated , joakim shld be out first coz i simply can't stand his freaking voice and i swear i sing a million times better than him..............................................................................................................................Todae , a miracle actually happened as SEAN topped the biology test for the first time in his life, as for me i also topped la... finally owned the group of WAYANGS in the class and got my right ful position of top 4 bio student in the class and most probably No1 in terms of MCQ questions coz i have never broke the 40 barrier ( which means score below 40) for any mcq bio test since sec 3 and i bet i m the only guy in the class who have accomplished that ......ya and i went out wif my cousins from japan todae...YUI and MIHO looked so adorable and cute as eva...YUI was as mischevious as ever but its alrite since she only 6, but she kept gibbering japanese in a bullet train speed and i could not grasp wat she was saying clearly....I M REALLY LOOKIN FORWARD TO tom EMPOWER U..............

BrandanBRA posted at 9:23 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

The Room, a 17 year old's description of Heaven 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class.The subject as what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father,Bruce."It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote."It also was the last.Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teays Valley High School in Pickaway County.Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them, notes from classmates and teachers, and his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life.But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. It makes such an impact that people want to share it.You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore said.Brian Moore diedMay 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed>>>but stepped on adowned power line and was electrocuted. The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room."I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it," Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. "I'm happy forBrian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him. Brian's Essay:The Room...In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. Therewere no distinguishing feature sexcept for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order.But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read "Girls I have liked." I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one.And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalogue system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match.A sense of wonder and curiosity ,coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would lookover my shoulder to see if anyone was watching. A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have betrayed."The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. "Books I Have Read," "LiesI Have Told," "Comfort I have given," "Jokes I HaveLaughed at."Some were almost hilarious in their exactness:"Things I've yelled at my brothers." Others I couldn't laugh at:"Things I Have Done in My Anger", "Things I Have Muttered Under MyBreath at My Parents." I never ceased to be surprisedby the contents .Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimesfewer thanI hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived.Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Eachwas written in my own handwriting.Each signed with my signature. When I pulled out the file marked"TV Shows I have watched, "I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed ,not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded.An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards!No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!" In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall,I let out a long,self-pitying sigh. And then I saw it... The title read,"People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The handle was brighter than those around it,newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands.I could count the cards it contained on one hand. And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame,from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key.But then as I pushedaway the tears, I saw Him.No, please not Him.Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face,I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one?Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped myhead,covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. ButHe didn't say a word. He just cried with me.Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card."No!" I shouted rushing to Him.All I could find to say was "No, no," as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark,and so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished."I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written."I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." - Phil. 4:13"For God so loved the world that He gave Hisonly son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but haveeternal life." - John 3:16If you feel the same way, forward it to as many people as you can so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also. My"People I shared the gospel with" file just got bigger, how about yours? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hoped this material would help u :)

BrandanBRA posted at 9:29 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006
SICK (mentally and physically)

Hmmm...........I m damm damm sick todae so i decided to pon school.it began wif runny nose and i got my mucus runing and running for the whole of yesterday....i guess the mucus from the trachea was drained out too causing my throat to suffer from infection and now my cough is getting from bad to worse, worse to worst... now wif my forehead running a temperature of 38.9 degrees , i really hope to ascend to heaven..then i went ot see the DOC todae , he said that my throat damm red and i need to eat eat sleep sleep rest rest........in which my dad insist that i start mugging...but wif my brain going on a blink anytime , i doubt i would be able to concentrate on my studies.....then blinkx juz now msg me to say that got geog HW todae , looking at the FYS i nearly fainted coz the question was like so freaking long lor.....yeah and i stayed at home to watch TV todae , watch some movie called WW3 ...it was pretty nice coz it was an attack by biological weapons which kill every1 in the USA..........but i guess i better stand in front of the mirror and start practising my oral skills.....it was really lucky of me not to take the oral yesterday coz its abt stage fright in which i had not experienced b4 coz i got lots and lots of public speaking practice.....and regarding todae oral topic , i guess NICOLE would be the most interesting content coz she aspires to marry FERNANDO TORRES (or handsome hunks) and give birth to hot kids.............

BrandanBRA posted at 6:32 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

WOndeR wat to blog todae as usual.........Hmmm, insulting some ppl again?? NO way coz i m in a good mood todae and i also ran out of ideas to insult BOB....though i m in good mood todae but i shan't forget wat happened yesterday, thanks to PHOEBE's friend..........that forgot my tickets .........i so gonna feel like bashing him up .thank goodnes FCBC invited PLANETSHAKERS to their svc todae .........if not i guess i would still be in grouchy mood as the concert can nvr be compared to watching FIREWORKS in orchard yesterday......nvr mind bout that, i juz found out how laggy m i behind ppl in terms of knowledge in my O subjects.......those triple science ppl already started their mugging spree and i m still trapped in the vicious cycle of slacking...I hope that GOD would bless me and start motivating me to study and not slack ard and be tempted by the TV and COM...........

BrandanBRA posted at 8:57 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Yo....Juz went to collect the tickets for EUGENE....He shld really really thank me coz i went all the way to woodlands to collect it.....and if u wonder, my house is in tampines.the cab fare to and fro cost like 28 bucks....Anyway i shan't brood too much on that exhorbitant fare.....now i shall go on my insulting spree of BOB, mainly coz i m feeling super bored now........Regarding BOB, i really ran out of words to describe him as words itself aren't powerful enough to even express 1% of my feelings towards or shld i sat against that stinking low-life freak that GOD created by accident , I still wonder why he stinks so much ........imagine he being a gal, if a gal stinks that much , no matter how pretty she is , everyone would avoid her like a plague.......I still wonder if he will ever find a galfriend, even a stinking one would reject him........why?? most gals would like a guy for something that they appreciate abt that person they like, but for BOB from wateva perspective i try to look at him, nothing abt him would attract even a smelly gal.....coz there is simply nothing abt him worth appreciating , BINGO...i thot of one , he loves FREE stuff , maybe he could attract a gal, but i guess the gal would juz make use of him (putting on a gas mask when going out wif him) for FREE stuff erm..actually for him to queue up for her, but i realy dun see the need becoz the moment he tries to queue, there would be no queue left........Imagine him going to BIG WALK, the organizers would face a major headache coz every1 would leave except for his whole stinking family, and he would be proud to walk away wif all the lucky draw prizes........Simply becoz his stench is so strong that kiasu singaporeans would even forgo their shot at lucky draws, so to readers DUN EVEN TRY TO ASK ME FOR A CHANCE TO MEET HIM.........Coz i had tolerated his stench for like 2 yrs and i guess i going to DIE soon.........actually, there is a positive side of him which everybody had ignored , he is actuaclly PERFECT, why ??.coz GOD being a PERFECT being would nvr create something he could not use, thus BOB is being use by HIM too..........But as a PERFECT BAD EXAMPLE to other fellow humans .......

BrandanBRA posted at 5:02 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Hmm....juz viewed NICOLE's blog and noticed her rumbling abt history, basically if the art school has accepted HITLER in the first place, there would not be NAZISM or any part of GERMAN history aft WW1.....as for the stupid "MAO", god noes wat could have happened to him he were and CCP were defeated earlier and were exterminated by the KMT in the SHANGHAI MASACRE, if thaT HAPPENED I would have so little to learn for HIsTorY...ANYWAY i decided to take up the HUMANITIES scholarship and giving up my ambition of being a gynae, i guess i would fare better in the ARTS faculty than SCIENCE.though i might have to take LITERATURE, i heaqrd from my seniors that it is actually an advantage if we dun take LIT in SEC3&4 coz we dun have to unlearn and learn new stuff again...though today is a holiday but i did not finish much work at all, like spending half the day slacking ard at home, lying here and there..........

BrandanBRA posted at 8:46 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Hmm...GUESS today i shall stop the I HATE BOB thingy but blog abt my life....today was national day celebration, actually its quite a boring one so plz dun get too excited.........i wonder the school can't make the celebrations more interesting , i guess the best way to celebrate is not to come school on the eve of national day at all, and of course not pump us wif so much HW that even 1 week of break ain't enough to complete it.......YA and todae speech day was so boringgggggggg that i nearly fell asleep, esp when the guest of honor can't even speak chinese properly without mixing english , yet say he is a bi-lingual scholar.......maybe the best part of today is hanging out wif my old classmates, i wanna apologize to dexter coz i sort of pang seh him to go watch CLICK today.... Hmm, Geraldine looked a little older today with her white hair starting to blossom at her tender age of 15(maybe its due to pressure)........as for SALLY, she looked so different wif short hair (wonder why gals prefer short hair ????), or shld i say she looked quite chio........Hmm, EDWIN (dreaming to be SALLY BF) came taday and was so quiet lor, dun even there to strike or even engage on a chat wif SALLY, As for EUNICE, i had nvr seen her since a long long long long long time ago, and surely she looked different, she looked CUTE for her thin frame, and ya her face still looked as round as eva like the pri sch dayz.....guess that todae's gathering wasn't quite good afterall coz only like 6 of us, and we sat at KFC for like 1+ hours chatting coz some of us dun have enough money for movies........heard that EUNICE would be applying for HUMANITIES scholarship and i enquired abt it through mr krishnan and he said i shld take it , maybe i shld follow eunice choice of TJC based on my poor prelim results...

BrandanBRA posted at 9:44 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

Hmm... I dun actuaclly noe wat to blog abt today. shld it be abt BOB??? but i m too sick and tired as i worn out my creative juices to insult him....He's smelly, weak in academics and everything's in him is different from human beings.....and becoZ of that , i still can't understand why GOD eva created such a useless "thing"... maybe GOD wants us to noe how smelly one can be if we do not bathe , how stupid one can be if he does not bother bout academics, how unkempt one can be if they dun bother bout self-image.....i think BOB is juz a perfect example and i really mean perfect example of wat a human beings shld not be as he is classified under "thing" and i guess his scientific name is 'HaMo Smelly", though close to the ' homo sapiens' but in appearance or hygiene , he is no where near humans......looking at him, i began to think of many things like why during oral examiners need to tables apart, it is becoz ppl like BOB would stink the examiners out and prevent the next few candidates grades to be affected as the examiners could not concentrate as the smekk continued to linger....ya and i also wonder how the hell is he going to get a wife in the future , u mean some gal as smelly as him, i think its impossible coz most gals are image conscious and will nvr leave their body to rot and smell like BOB, no matter how gals look they will not be smelly, so i guess BOB will not be able to find o life-long companion afterall.........And for this i really thank my lucky starz coz if he reproduce , his children will definitely have this 'STINKO syndrome' which is incurable at our present medical advancements due to the fact that the cause of this syndrome is still unknown.... coz it is not caused by viruses or bacteria or fungi, but is genetic mutation, which makes BOB stand (stink) out in front of human beings.....Hmm,,,, thats all for BOB taday, to catch the folowing espisodes plz view my blog 3 dayz later

BrandanBRA posted at 9:33 PM